Hey. Just want to let you know i’ll have a video up by today or tomorrow. Just a vlog for now. Then shortly after My Annoying Twin. Okay?
We’re all in the struggle
But you’re still breathing
I really need your help and support with this. It would really mean the world to me if you helped me out a little.
I have been in recovery for almost two years now. I have been recovering from self harm of 8 years, and eating disorder of 3 years, an abusive relationship of 3 years, and…
Ask me questions if you would like to. Answering most of them
I’m going through a bit of a depression at the moment, and it is very hard to get out of at the moment as well. You all know that I self harmed or 8 years, eating disorder for 3, suicide attempts and recovery for [almost] 2 years. Well some of the thoughts are back and they are getting…
Leaving my house in the middle of the night seemed like something to do
Without my father’s advice I’m confused
Walking through dark ally ways, through parks and forest
Tempted to jump in front oncoming semi trucks knowing there’s danger and distress
My heart may never have true rest
In front of a church alone with a breakdown as my company and in the park by a small lake yelling
Asking for a sign and for me to hear his voice
Not hearing it assists me to more of a bad choice"